That night br>Ingrid told Caitlin, I'll go wherever you go. But by dawn br>Ingrid, and her promise, were gone. Ingrid's suicide immobilizes Caitlin, leaving her unsure of her place in a new life she hardly recognizes. A life without the art, the laughter, the music, and the joy that she shared with her best friend.... But br>Ingrid left something behind. In words and drawings, br>Ingrid documented a painful farewell in her journal. Journeying through ingrid's final days, Caitlin fights back through unspeakable loss to find renewed hope. Hold still is the indelible debut that launched Nina lacour, the award-winning author of we are okay. Lacour's breakthrough novel brings the changing seasons of Caitlin's first year without br>Ingrid to the page with indelible emotion and honesty.