Jandy Nelson?s unforgettable debut novel is a tender and passionate story of first love and first grief. Adrift after her sister Bailey's sudden death, Lennie finds herself torn between quiet, seductive Toby ? Bailey's boyfriend who shares her grief ? and Joe, the new boy in town who bursts with life and musical genius. Each offers Lennie something she desperately needs ... though she knows if the two of them collide her whole world will explode.